the show's coming to an end in a little more than a week and i'm still wondering what to do with the wall. the process itself was quite interesting though. things don't transfer that well from imagination to reality, but it's fascinating watching myself fumble through various processes trying to make it right again...
the show forces me to go out and interact with people, something i'd stopped doing since the beginning of the year. people are so interesting, they bring stories and energy and expand my imagination. but at the same time they sometimes fill me with insecurity and an inexplicable dread.
what is it? fear of being judged? fear of being reduced to nothing under their eyes? fear of being hurt?
what is it that make us vie so much for acceptance and acknowledgment?
i suppose in the end we are social creatures, each a mere dot on a canvas, dying to be connected with the other dots, to belong to the bigger picture.
