feelingabitcrazy.anxious.mad.breathe. breathe.
untie one string at a time. take a bit more time. takeitalloff. i'm reorganizing my organs. brushing them clean and polishing them RED. thinking.notthinking.thinking.notthinking.
Drat!

thismellowlowlowlow music is not helping. dim lights. vivid memories.

thinking.drat.StoPthinking!